Twichst.

Bitchy as though it may seem, I PC has gone nuts again sooo, I’m here at my grandfather’s PC again! :)

Just got back from hell last Tuesday. You know what hell, don’t play pretend with me right now because I am really pissed off because of that PC. Well, reasons reasons, a lot of BECAUSE. Let’s start the talk show.

Here’s a summary. My first two weeks was hell boring. The last one was hectic. Short much? Let’s munch it down.
Because of my second cousin’s swimming lessons at some hotel far from where fun is, my first two weeks was kind of what I say, not enough for me to have my deserved break. Parang napaka-lame ng bakasyon na yun. Wanna know my routine?

Gising > TV > breakfast > TV > bath > TV > lunch > TV > swimming lessons > dinner > *kung sswertihin, gigimik at lalakad sa labas. Pero madalas lang to. Rare.* > bath > tulog.

Mga dalawang linggo akong ganun.
Kahit na break nga ang tawag mo dun, the thought na wala ka sa maalikabok at magulong lungsod ng Manila, yung feeling na parang nakaka bagot at ramdam mong busy ang lahat ng tao para asikasuhin ka, makes you feel na it was far off better to stay in Manila. I missed my chamber rehearsals for some swimming lessons I was not enrolled in. I was blankly there to watch and see those friggin’ kids learn how to swim. So tell me, did I have a choice?

I could’ve gone home earlier the week, but I decided not to. Well, hindi pala ako, my mom decided not to even if she misses me like hell. Because of some freakin’ trip to Dakak. Nakakainis. Sana sinabi na nila bago pako lumipad mag isa papunta dun na may swimming lessons ung pinsan ko, at di nila ako maaasikaso. Gahd.

Next thing. The third week. After my cousin’s lessons, we could go anywhere! But the fun doesn’t start yet. My uncle, who just got back from Scotland, came home. So, not that I was wanting for attention, my stay there became more of like a Thing, rather than be a visitor. Well, I do have to prove them na hindi na ko five or ten years old na pwedeng hilahin ang ilong papunta dun at dito. Somehow, I did. :))
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On with the present.
Gumimik kami nina Twin, Boo, Anj at Rascoman nung Wednesday. Riot as usual, what do you expect. Happy three kina Boo at Philip! :) We even went to Storyland just to ride that roller coaster. Patawa nga lang kasi hindi na ako marunong mag appreciate. :)) “Weee!” nalang ang nasasabi ko pagdating sa mga curves. No more shouting or what some sort. :)) Or siguro baduy lang talaga yung ride na yun. Nanlait pa eh. :))

So, mula pa kahapon, I’ve been enjoying House marathons! Yipeee.

That’s about it. :)) Boring ang summer ko.
Honestly, tulad nga ng sabi ng mga kaibigan ko, I deserve a break. Well, I did have one. Or so. Pero ba’t parang di ako kuntento. Sabi nga nila, sasaya lang talaga ang tao pag kuntento na siya sa kung anong meron siya, at sa kung anong nararamdaman niya. I’m no where near that someone. Yet.

Nothing was special nung pagtapak ko dun. Parang, okay, this is another accomplishment at nakalipad ako with no one with me. I found my baggage alone. Marunong nako mag ikot sa town. I was acting more of like a mature person than I was. What? Am I really changing in to someone I don’t know and want? Wait, I should be wanting this, right? Being mature and stuff? The thing is, no one really is mature. We may think that someone is, but that someone isn’t aware of it too.

So what if I acted bitter throughout this post? Did the world stop turning? Did I change the way you see that province? Did it make plastic melt? It was like asking, Is it really raining acid rain? Maybe I’ve grown tired of being someone. You know, “Someone.” My stay there gave me a lot of thinking space. On how I screwed my English speech, how I was a total pain in the *ss for some back in Sophie year, of how ironic it was to be talking here, saying things I never thought I could say, and telling you how much my life sucks, even though outside, when I’m with people, I’m seen as someone who loves life.
It’s just that, that vacation gave me a lot of time to think of myself. Maybe that was the good part of it. There was MUCH time for me to think of what I plan to do this coming year, of my hopes getting too high and I smash myself to the ground. Then, I realize that that smashing would be okay, that I could always start again. Eventhough my soul was mushed, trashed, smashed, or whatever crap you want to do, life will continue rolling. It really won’t stop to play peek-a-boo with you, right? Feeling mushed doesn’t always end you up getting heavy-hearted and depressed. Feeling mushed can bring good stuff too. Mushed things get stronger when they can endure tough life.
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I really need a break. Too much time for me to think of myself gave me the feeling that I can make a difference next year. Who knows?
You know what they say, “The heart never gets tired of beating. It wants to give that someone another chance. Another beat, another life, another chance.” That’s why life never runs out of chances. It’ll beat, beat, beat. And you can’t stop that, even if you wanted to. :)

 

Be a Kid Again

1. Do a cartwheel.
2. Sing into your hairbrush.
3. Walk barefoot in wet grass.
4. Play a song you like really loud, over and over.
5. Dot all your “i”’s with smiley faces.
6. Read the funnies. Throw the rest of the paper away.
7. Dunk your cookies.
8. Play a game where you make up the rules as you go along.
9. Step carefully over sidewalk cracks.
10. Change into some play clothes.
11. Try to get someone to trade you a better sandwich.
12. Eat ice cream for breakfast.
13. Kiss a frog, just in case.
14. Blow the wrapper off a straw.
15. Have someone read you a story.
16. Find some pretty stones and save them.
17. Wear your favorite shirt with you favorite pants even if they don’t match.
18. Take a running jump over a big puddle.
19. Get someone to buy you something you really don’t need.
20. Hide your vegetables under your napkin.
21. Stay up past your bedtime.
22. Eat dessert first.
23. Fuss a little, then take a nap.
24. Wear red gym shoes.
25. Put way too much sugar on your cereal.
26. Make cool screeching noises every time you turn a corner.
27. Giggle a lot for no reason.
28. Give yourself a gold star for everything you do today.

 

Tagged.

Since I’m experiencing difficulties with my memory and my heart, I decided to do this. Hahaha. Geca tagged me. :)
Can hardly breathe. Hahaha.

THE RULES:
1. Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves.
2. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their ten things and post these rules.
3. At the end of your blog, you need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.

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1. I’m using my mother’s last name, if you know what I mean.
2. I have 3 siblings; 2 sisters and one brother. :)
3. I once hated my birthday. Wala kasing pasok parati. Kaya ang nirarason ko, di ako makakantahan ng “happy birthday!” ng classmates ko. Pero that was 3 years ago. Binago na ni Pgma ang kalendaryo. Hahaha.
4. 70% of my things are colored blue and green. Hahaha. :))
5. I do not have a red shirt. Hahaha.
6. I love ladybugs. And I hate spiders.
7. I cried while taking my SN entrance test last 2006. =)) Reason: My page was only half filled while Ianne, Jomar and Nikita’s were full. Hahaha. Crybaby.
8. I was a silver medalist BACK when I graduated preschool (not in Seton.)
9. Ako yung tao na kailangang magsulat para makatulog ng mahimbing pag gabi. Kaya this vacation, I can’t talk, sleep, eat, focus well dahil di ko ma-express sa isang outlet. So, expect a looooong post when I get back. Hahaha. (I guess I’ll be keeping this blog for a long time, right? Hahaha.)
10. Hindi ko kayang magyabang. PROMISE! =))=)) Hahahahahaha. Di makapal ang mukha ko pagdating sa ganyan. When you see me boasting or the like, LASING AKO NUN. =))

I’m tagging: kung sino ka man na nagbabasa ngayon! kakatamad eh. Hahaha. Bored ka, alam ko yun. Kaya go ahead. I’m tagging you. Hahahaha.